Friday, 6 May 2011

Oh What A Lovely Life...Stress and more Stress!


I did not make this graphic, not sure who did though! Someone made it for me when i was on AOL.

It has been too quite where "A" is concerned, something must be amiss somewhere as we havn't heard head nor tail of him for at least a couple of weeks now, its not like him at all. Not that i'm complaining, its just i feel somethings wrong somewhere and i've never been wrong yet where "A" is concerned, only time will tell.

I've got a few things to do today. DRs first to get my meds sorted out, then a few chores to be getting on with.
Oh what a lovely life! Doctors, Hospitals, Shops, Chores. Is there anything else in life other than mentioned? This seems to be all i do in life.

I would like to do something nice for a change other than drudgery, but what to do? I'm not used to going out and socialising and wouldn't know where to start. "?" don't like mixing with people at all.
I mentioned going out for a day and got no reply. Mind you, he hasn't felt too good in himself either lately. Hes been getting a lot of pain in his body and i think Bipolar is playing a part too as hes been trying to pick arguments and seems stressed over trivial things and hes not himself at all.

I'm feeling a bit stressed wondering whats going to happen next and just staying in-doors don't help. 
The only time i feel good is when i listen to music with my earphones on...(loud..my escape!)

Once i've finished my chores ect...I think i will sit in the garden for a while and listen to some music. I hope the weather holds, it nice and sunny out, not sure if its chilly or not yet, still, i will see what the weathers like later before i decide.

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1 comment:

flanana1 said...

HI:
I just started a blog this week, as a friend of mine challenged me not to talk all week and to rest my throat.... I get very raspy when talking. Had a CAT scan yesterday, awaiting results....
I keep forgetting to post, even though it has only been a few days.... I try to keep busy, cooking, doing small chores... laundry.... but I keep getting tried.
I also have asthma and C.O.P.D. and my lung doctor is stumped about what is causing me to to continue coughing at night... I have not had a good nights sleep in weeks.. propped up with pillows is not comfortable at all..