Showing posts with label Bipolar. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Bipolar. Show all posts

Friday, 6 May 2011

Oh What A Lovely Life...Stress and more Stress!


I did not make this graphic, not sure who did though! Someone made it for me when i was on AOL.

It has been too quite where "A" is concerned, something must be amiss somewhere as we havn't heard head nor tail of him for at least a couple of weeks now, its not like him at all. Not that i'm complaining, its just i feel somethings wrong somewhere and i've never been wrong yet where "A" is concerned, only time will tell.

I've got a few things to do today. DRs first to get my meds sorted out, then a few chores to be getting on with.
Oh what a lovely life! Doctors, Hospitals, Shops, Chores. Is there anything else in life other than mentioned? This seems to be all i do in life.

I would like to do something nice for a change other than drudgery, but what to do? I'm not used to going out and socialising and wouldn't know where to start. "?" don't like mixing with people at all.
I mentioned going out for a day and got no reply. Mind you, he hasn't felt too good in himself either lately. Hes been getting a lot of pain in his body and i think Bipolar is playing a part too as hes been trying to pick arguments and seems stressed over trivial things and hes not himself at all.

I'm feeling a bit stressed wondering whats going to happen next and just staying in-doors don't help. 
The only time i feel good is when i listen to music with my earphones on...(loud..my escape!)

Once i've finished my chores ect...I think i will sit in the garden for a while and listen to some music. I hope the weather holds, it nice and sunny out, not sure if its chilly or not yet, still, i will see what the weathers like later before i decide.

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Saturday, 26 February 2011

Been Too Quite

Well, i did say its been too quite did'nt i? It seems that theres something in the air with "A" again. I don't know what it is and i don't want to know, all i do know is that time will won't be on his side again, like i said, i don't want to know any of the ins and outs about him any more. 
Neither "?" or myself can handle that sort of pressure any more, we've got our own problems to deal with and neither of us can cope with additional problems due our own health issues.

I will have to text my friend Kath, i meant to do that yesterday, but i forgot, i will have to write myself a note to remind me..lol.

I'm having short term memory loss and was assessed a couple of weeks ago. Since then i've been writting memory issues thats been happening to me recently and of things that had happened in the past.
All this is in my other blog "Astras Thoughts And Feelings" which you will find here on my side bar. I've yet to add a few other health issues to this blog.

"?" has had Bipolar since 1970's and i will be writting about that i will describe it as best i can as i have witnessed it.
"?" has also got Heart Disease and i will be writting about that too and descibe the best i can what i have witnessed there too.

All health issues or thoughts on health will be written in Astras Thoughts And Feelings the link is below or on my side bar.

http://astras-thoughts-and-feelings.blogspot.com/